I drove home from T’s tonight playing the song “this feeling” by Alabama Shakes. The song speaks to me for some reason and tonight it was particularly relevant because I realised, I really am gonna be alright.
As I drove I noticed the beautiful sunset, pink and orange and smiled to myself at how beautiful it was and how much my boyfriend would have liked to see it. I carried on and then I saw a huge, beautiful rainbow.
I got a lump in my throat and a tear in my eye. It felt like every piece of symbolism that I needed.
The song, the sunset, the rainbow. Leaving T’s feeling seen, believed and supported. Finally feeling that I know the truth about my story. Having a witness to it. Believing she won’t leave me. Driving home to my caring boyfriend.
I’ll be alright!!!!!!